Friday, May 8, 2009

it's been too long

Haven't blogspotted in over two months.
Mainly because I jumped on the twitter bandwagon.

But some pretty sweet things happened tonight that I need to document and 140 characters just won't cut it.
Tonight I had some amazing spiritual discussions with Mark and Patrick that I've never had before.
My eyes have definitely been opened.
And I'd like to keep it up.
Patrick prayed over me, and that's never happened to me outside of a church.
At church, I never could feel that peace while I was being prayed over because it was something being done to everyone around me..

But for the first time, someone actually picked me individually and said,
"I really feel a strong urge to pray over you. I have so much built up in me right now and it's all directed towards you. Do you mind if I proceed to do so?"
As awkward as that would have made me feel any other time or place or with another person, at that moment I felt like something in my body and soul was aching for it.
Because as he proceeded, I was at so much peace from then on.
And I still feel that.
I'm not quite sure what happened, but it felt good.

Before tonight, I've had such an opposed outlook on having anymore people enter my life.
But I feel like Patrick is someone I need to have around more.
All of the negative thoughts left my mind being around him.

Wow, I feel great.
I love you all.

Goodnighhttttt.