Sunday, January 18, 2009

tiny dancer.

The smell of news papers reminds me of my dad, don't ask why.
I couldn't tell you myself, I don't even know.

For this reason, I've developed a love/hate relationship with them.

Tullahoma, TN tonight with Cortney.
Don't give a damn about where we're going.
Just glad to be getting some time with her, away from Huntsville.

By the way, I love you Joshua.
Quit being sick.
Come see me next weekend.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

jinx removing.

You make me so happy.
I have so much confidence in us and want to put all the bad things that happened in the past.
The only effect it should have on our future is the lessons learned from the mistakes.
You are everything I could have ever hoped for.
I love you so much.



"I love you more than I ever loved anyone before,
or anyone to come.
Someone said your name,
I thought of you alone."


Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I love this.

All I know is that you're so nice.
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go.
See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favorite girl.
I wish you thought I was the reason you were in the world.
I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile.
I wish the way that I dressed was your favorite kind of style.
I wish you couldn't figure me out.
But you always wanted to know what I was about.

I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset.
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.
I wish you had a favorite beauty spot, that you loved secretly.
Cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me.
I wish that you needed me.
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break.
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat.
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen.
And I wish we could see if we could be something.
Yeah I wish we could see if we could be something.


Monday, January 5, 2009

I lost it all.

I feel such a heaviness on my heart and stomach.
Constantly I feel like I'm going to be sick.
I've tried so hard to shake it, but I can't.

I'm trying to get comfortable, but I'm always walking on eggshells.
I want things to go back to how they used to be.
If only it were so easy.
Hopefully things will go the way people say..
"it will make you stronger."

You've surfaced so much unnecessary complication.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

you were the last good thing I ever saw.

What do you want out of us?
Don't come back into my life if you aren't going to try harder.